today, i start my day not so early. when i woke up, i thought of only one thing, my father. i know i mentioned that he's a moron ,that's because of so many things i've been through 'coz of him.
since i was a child, i've been throught a lot. my dad, he's not the kind of dad that any child wud love. he's a total destruction to my studies. he's an alcoholic man and when he's drunk, he's like an instant devil with the tail and everything. one time, nasagi ko ung fan, and i broke it..then after that, ngalit xia which caused him to call me an "idiot", "brainless" and tulad daw ako ng mom ko, pareho dw kming walang kwenta. that same day, i told myself na i don't have a father anymore. cguro dahil sa anger na un, napahirapan ko din si papa. he and my mom had a big fight which lead him to pack his bags and get out of the house we lived in. can you believe that?! nagagawa nilang mag-away even on phone. nahirapan xiang mag-isa 'coz he knows, he has nothing to depend on. each time na nakikita ko xia around the town, prng nkakakita ako ng pain inside. na parang i was the worst child a dad can have kc kulang nlng mag cast ako ng spell against him. ang tigas2 ko na up to now, ung awa ko, tnatry ko tlgng mging galit ulet. ang hirap..ang hirap2.
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